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Two of the most bittersweet, rollercoaster days of my life! So much stress.. On the 8th, went to church barely awake. Was recognized by little Jo-el during communion. He waved at me and it almost made me cry from happiness. Went home and attempted to start and finish the 12 Days of Christmas Math booklet. Turned down going “last-minute shopping” with my family just to get it done. Sad way to end my winter break. Felt helpless so I wasted my day.. Only fully started working on it at 12am. (The 9th) Didn’t get much sleep and felt like crying when I realized I wasn’t going to be able to finish. Went to school (1st day back) pretty pessimistic about everything. Had math first and got my test back which I received 104% on. Highest mark in the class. That really made my day. Was told the math booklet wasn’t due till Wednesday. God heard my prayers. After school, missed ball practice due to my sore ankle and took a nap. Woke up and did my homework but worked especially hard on Physics. Was given until Wednesday as well, to finish although we had the entire break to do it. Cramming is stressful, but I don’t have to worry because I have God. - 8,9/366

Thank you Lord!!! You’re what keeps me smiling everyday.

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Nobody cares, because nobody knows. Nobody knows, because nobody cares.

Good luck to me.

Woke up feeling incredibly tired.. 3-5 hours of sleep for 5 days had taken its tole. Got ready for piano and really enjoyed using a functional room. Before leaving for piano, my driver’s instructor called saying that my in-car lesson was cancelled. God had been looking out for me! He knew how stressed I was. Sadly, didn’t use my free-time wisely. Went to piano then ran errands with my mom, whilst driving the entire time. Came home and helped cook lunch. Ate lunch then slowly got ready for a friend’s birthday party. Arrived at the party around 2 planning to leave around 7. Ate piles and piles of food, played games, and sang karaoke. Ended up leaving past 10. Another day wasted.. School’s in less than 24 hours. -7/366

Woke up pretty excited since this was the day I’d finish cleaning my room for the first time in about 4 years. Had basketball practice till 3. At home, my younger brother helped me move some of my furniture. I ate lunch and got a LOT finished in my room. Went to my friend’s house for the first time, to work on a dance project we had due the first day back of school. Wasted the entire time talking about really random things, eating, and watching The Finale of Wizards of Waverly Place. Got nothing done. Stayed there for 6 whole hours. Came home past 11, to freshly baked triple chocolate cookies. I put up my Justin Bieber collage and literally finished cleaning my room!! Felt very thankful toward God for everything I have. I’m truly blessed. -6/366

I went to a sleepover with two other girls that I’ve been friends with for quite a long time.. Since the 6th grade to be exact. We played games, baked cupcakes and acted really silly as if we were preteens again. I fell asleep around 8am and left around 2pm. I went home with the other girl and we watched Justin Bieber’s Never Say Never. After we made sushi and my halfer cousins came over along with a friend of theirs. We played “Funglish” which was really entertaining. After I somewhat started on cleaning my room. (Not really) The next day, the 5th, I woke up late and missed the funeral I was supposed to attend with my mom. So all I did was stay home in the hopes of finishing up my room.. Too bad I was lacking in motivation. I felt really down for no reason at all, and for some strange reason, I really missed my mom. (Even though I live with her and see her everyday.) I suppose it’s because of our poor relationship we have with each other… I just wished I could hug my mother and tell her that I love her without it being awkward.. Well later on in the day I learned cleaning my room was a much longer task than expected. Listened to One Direction, to keep me motivated, but it only lead to being a distraction. Went on numerous 1D tumblrs and reaaally fell in love with them. (more than I already did) Ended up going to bed around 6am which was technically the 6th. -3,4,5/366

.. Hopefully.